Telling a lie is a sin, whether or not it is to cover the truth, or a lie to make things better. A lie is a lie. Well, lying to your love ones would be the second most hurting thing to do. What's the first? Knowing that they are hurt cos' of the lie you told them. Even though they seem to forgive you, deep down inside, its hard to tell. You know the story about the boy who cried wolf? After every lie, people tend to lose their trust in you. Some people say trust is like an eraser, it gets smaller and smaller after every mistake. And after a certain time, there wont be anymore chance of erasing that mistake.
My friend once told me, " Love is like a building, and trust is the pillar that supports that building ". When she catches you lying to her, well, its like a pillar got demolished. Lie after lie, more pillars get knock down. Eventually, the building collapse, and thats when you regret everything you said and done. It's hard to gain someone's trust when you were the one that made them lose it. However, if it's worth fighting for, you'll do everything and anything to gain back that trust. To me, it is worth it. It's sad, frustrating, disappointing to see her hurt cos' of what i said. And you know you can't do anything about what's already said and done. Apologizing wouldn't make much of a difference, but that's a good start. well, everyone does something they will regret, and this, i regret a lot.
I'm sincerely sorry for hurting you.
I still love you with all my heart.
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