untitled.

well, another day, another drama. hard to see that such a happy guy i am outside, but deep down, the pain is too much to handle.

every relationship aint going to be perfect. every human aint born perfect. no one can ever be perfect. in fact, to achieve self actualization is a bloody fucking miracle. arguments are bound to happen, i know. i cant promise you a happy-go-lucky relationship, i dont think anyone can. if thats what you're looking for, then good luck finding it. what i can promise you is, i'll give you my everything. i'll go through every fucking problem with you. i thought what matters is that we have each other? together, we can do anything baby. i know we can. i just need you, to believe in what you made me believe in - forever. when you told me this afternoon that you wanted to just give all this up, i was out of words. its like, you want to throw everything that we had.

i cant see me being with anyone else but you. thats the truth. i always dream bout us, me and you. now and then i wonder, if you ever do the same. this is me. this is who i am. im sorry if i cant be who you want me to be, i know that you would accept me for who i am, i know you will. but if im wrong, then im sorry for not realizing it.

you have that smile, only heaven can make. i pray to god everyday, that you keep that smile.

i miss you :'(

p/s: fish, what is love? you tell me now.